If You Love It So Much, poems by Rachelle Toarmino

Rachelle Toarmino is a writer, editor, and educator from Niagara Falls, New York. She is the founding editor in chief of Peach Mag, and is the author of the poetry collection That Ex (Big Lucks Books, 6/9/2020, PRE-ORDER) and the chapbooks Feel Royal (b l u s h, 2019) and Personal & Generic (PressBoardPress, 2016). Her writing has appeared in Cosmonauts Avenue, McSweeney’s Internet Tendency, Shabby Doll House, and other places online and in print, and has been anthologized in The Cosmonauts Avenue Anthology and My Next Heart: New Buffalo Poetry. She lives in Buffalo, where she works on the staff of Arts Services Initiative and as a teaching artist at Just Buffalo Literary Center.

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Fight

The one that’s made of time.
We took turns naming things,

which is the traditional way
lovers sharpen one another.

Point: Remember when I drove your car
for you so you could dry your nails

out the window?
What do you call that?

Counterpoint: Somewhere in the world
a snake gets lost in an endless

tunnel of its own skin after shedding
doesn’t quite go according to plan.

Nobody knows how to feel
about it. What is prey?

Well, what is plunder?
A stillness goes viral as the room fractures

into danger between us.
Come on, it’s late, you say finally,

and with such sudden gentleness
I mistake you for dawn.


If You Love It So Much

For Layne and Mark

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If you love it so much             why don’t you be open with it
                                                about your personal boundaries
                                                and respect its boundaries
                                                in return?

If you love it so much             why don’t you give it a healthy amount
                                                of space to pursue its own interests
                                                and come back to it refreshed
                                                and ready to share your experiences?

If you love it so much             why don’t you create some new
                                                memories together?

If you love it so much             why don’t you develop a realistic view
                                                of long-term monogamy
                                                and communicate your expectations
                                                but also your hopes with it?

If you love it so much             why don’t you be careful with your words
                                                when quarreling with it?

If you love it so much             why don’t you address problems
                                                and misunderstandings
                                                with it immediately?

If you love it so much             why don’t you give it honest,
                                                specific compliments?

If you love it so much             why don’t you be fair and generous
                                                in moments of conflict?

If you love it so much             why don’t you mindfully recommit to it
                                                every day?

If you love it so much             why don’t you make an effort
                                                to play together once in a while
                                                instead of emphasizing
                                                perpetual productivity?

If you love it so much             why don’t you set aside one evening
                                                per week for a date night to keep
                                                the romance fresh?

If you love it so much             why don’t you use we language
                                                and not me language
                                                when discussing future plans
                                                and aspirations?

If you love it so much             why don’t you let it bend the corners
                                                of your pages until your mouth
                                                is made of stars?

                                                why don’t you unfold into it
                                                like you’re bringing it the news?

                                                why don’t you wait for it
                                                the way a throat waits,
                                                ready with syllables?

                                                why don’t you take off your shadow
                                                for it to wear like silk?


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